Winter Time

Tuesday, June 22, 2010 @ 10:45 AM;

how are you doing?

hi. how r u doing? i guess u are doing great with her. happy n sweet. sometime i wish i can talk to u. tell u how i feel, how much i miss u. n i wanted to cry over ur shoulder. i guess this will nv happen.

i can still remember the day u leave me u said,"i knew u will know how to choose a guy who will treat u good now, i dont have to worry about u.."

yes.. i did learn how to choose the right guy, but i cant find any.

u were just too good to be true.
memories are just too beautiful for me to own.
u are just too prefect for me to let go.
i am just too sucks in moving on.

can i just tell u everything i feel?

WingYin

Monday, April 12, 2010 @ 8:38 AM;

i dun understand

i really dont get it. whats wrong with going club? its just some kind of interest.. going club mean bad? what kind of logic is that? going there doesn't mean will get grind, is all depend on the girl. we girls can easily reject it. grind n dance with is quite a big different.. for what u all want to be so angry about it? making your fren's life so contradicting? she love u all she treasure u guys very much.. but at the same time cant she have her own interest? just coz u cant accept this "uncommon" interest n u got angry over it?

i seriously dont see whats wrong with it.. we always help each other in the club.. we 2 are perfectly fine.. dont u think u guys are over reacting? where is the right for u to dislike this, while u dun even trust her? how long she had been your fren? n u are now saying that she changed? yes.. she did.. she changed her interest lor.. thats all.. please give her your trust, trust her as ur good friend. u shld know her well.i am not trying to make things sound nice.. i am just telling the truth.. coz i am always there with her.. yes.. she did grind.. grind me lor.. please wake up.. y u all wan to put her in such a difficult position n make her so miserable..

i am very affected by your word u point of view abt us, ur lack of trust.. but she is one million time more affected by me.. u should know why..

WingYin

Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 8:39 AM;

2009

saw yan ru's post abt the reflection of 2009. so i decided to write one as well.. haha..

2009 was a very bad year for me.. everything screwed up..

jan to mar was still fine, wj had started working n i was at hm everyday or went to his shop to help out. we started to quarrel alot.. n his attitube towards me had change a little. but i know he still love me alot.. our hearts still tie to each other firmly n tie. we carry on like this until april my result of poly admission was out.

i failed to get into a poly. tats was the end of my world, my dream, my happiness. as i got no choice but to leave sg. leave everything behind. leave my frens behind, leave our dog behind, leave my family behind.. n leave wj behind.. everything of mine was left behind. they send me to airport on tat day i fly back to hk. also sending me to hell.

april to july i was in hk. really in hell. no1 will understand me or even try to talk to me.. all they know is scold n insult me. no1 give a damn abt me. even when i am in hospital. no1 actually visit me. i was all alone. the true feeling of lonely n helpless. i truly feel it during the 3 months when i am in hk. it is very scary. i broke down n went through alot of pain at that period of time.

n the best part is my 21st bday was in hk. lucky i still have shelly. she went all the way to hk juz for my bday. thanks shelly i will nv forget tat. u are the best!!! <3

my thinking had changed alot during tat period of time. i decided to have my own life. n tats when i know ck. n finally i got to come back to sg. the 1st thing i did was went for my knee operation, its not a presence exp. it was quite scary n painful after tat. i can never forgot how the tube attached to my fresh n bones. how painful it is to walk after the operation. even now, my knee was still not fine. get very painful sometime when i work. the sec thing i did after i came back was meet wj. i dunno why, dunno for wta reason.. i cant feel his passion anything, maybe i am angry, n too bz to get my own life? i dunno. we juz broke up. i was super sad.. i will cry suddenly when i think of him, non stop. for 1 or 2 hours. without his presence, a big part of me was missing.everything juz gone tgt with him. i cant take it. i really cant. i went out everyday to aviod thinking of him. n soon i got to know more frens. n start to club.

when i go club with all the drinks n music, juz make me feel happy n better. stress free. think free. sometime i will wonder wat am i doing in the club, for wat i am in there? giving away myself free?i feel like i am ruining my own life, ruining myself. but whenever i am upset, i just cant help but to run there.

soon at aug i started working. is kind of boring.everything work work work. the 1st 2 months is super stress, coz i took wat my boss say to heart. n now i learn how to wave them away. haha. anyway, it is sian ttm, one week only got one day off. n i still went out everyday after work. my mum was very angry abt it.

n i still club. tats y i get closer n closer to yr. haha. shld know her ealier. she is a nice gal. n got to know pei shan. wj gf now. haha. she is great. i like her alot. i wish them happiness. =] n i got to know qb. n during holloween i went to club with him. n this is how i know glenn!!! n soon i got to know qb's co. they are all fun ppl.

i started hanging out with the group. i has better life now. n after shelly finished her sec sch, she went back to malaysia n planning to go other country to further her study.. i am gg to miss u like hell shelly. u will forever be in my heart. i love u, u are more den my best fren. u are more den my sis. i will wish u good luck n have a bright future. i will see u soon! =]

yup.. this is how i spend my 2009. it was very bad until the later part it got better.

WingYin

Wednesday, January 6, 2010 @ 4:12 AM;

=DDD

“ with every moment we share, every smile, every touch, i become more certain that in you i’ve found something i’ve looked for a very long time. i don’t know what the future holds, but i do know how much your love excites me and how happy i feel when i’m with you. and from this day forward, that’s more than enough. ”

WingYin

Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 9:02 AM;

sec sch

i seriously miss my secondary school life alot!! so relax n care free. i will live a different sec sch life if i could turn back time. i will not be wasting my time sleeping there for one whole day!! i will be walking around. playing. know more ppl. like yan ru. i am only closer to her right now. should know her earlier when we were still in jvs. come to think of it now. actually i miss alot of fun!! omg!!! everyone have colourfulk pages for their sec sch life. n mine is like quite blank la. not enough colour. give me another chance i will make it as colorful as possible.

n if i can turn back the time. i will not allow myself to make stupid mistakes anymore!!

WingYin

Tuesday, December 1, 2009 @ 9:26 AM;

my theory start to goes wrong!

at 1st when i just break with wen jie.. i thought there will be no one else can bring me happiness. no one will going to catch me when i fall.. its not that no one willing to do the job, is no one able to do it. coz the way they catch will just make me fall harder. i tot no1 will going to care the way i wan anymore. until u appeared in my life. the way u love n care for me just perfect. you did help me to get back on my feet when i fall.

love is being stupid together, becuase when you choose to be in love with this person, means you choose to give him/her the chance to hurt you, make u sad. but of because you also given him/her the chance to print your life with lots of colourful paint, bring u unlimited happiness n love. n after all even all the sad things tat happened, they will all be sweet memories. n i am willing to be stupid n give you this special pass. sound stupid? haha

i am glad that u bother to contact me after that night. =] n you all already won all the battles!! i am all yours. it just the matter of time that i will be offically yours.

look in my eyes, you will find me. look into my heart, and you will find you!

"a guy out there are meant to be the love of your life. your best friend, your soul mate. the one you can tell your dreams to.

he will brush the hair out of your eyes. send you flower when you least expect it. he will stare at you during the movies, even though he pay $8 to see it. he will call to say goodnight or just because he is missing you.

he will look into your eyes and tell you, 'you are the most beautiful girl in the world.'

and for the first time in your life you will believe it"

taken from tw

WingYin

9:10 AM;

full time or part time

2010 is coming soon. i shld study part time n work full time or study full time n work part time? i think study part time n work full time is the best. i can continue to catch up my manicure skill n yet i can get my diploma. the manicure skill is not smth i can stop for years den pick up again.. by den will be too late? coz there is so many things to do!!! ah bing had been learn this for 2 years, n yet she is not really pro.. irene had been working for 7 years to be so good!!! n in between they nid to pick up new stuffs n skill. i like this job. i wan the skill.

but if i can get into nursing, den i will got no choice but to give up this job. maybe working as a part time? coz nursing is all i want.

wat is the meaning of mature? mature muz be behave like "office lady", smile/laugh with small action.. be calm n quiet.. no much rubbish?? i really dunno. i really dunno how to be mature.. tats just not me! i admit my behave is childish.. for wat being so serious all the time? ya.. i am childish....................

WingYin