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Tuesday, August 18, 2009 @ 11:04 AM;
my theory is right

i just quarreled with my mum n my sis. seriously i dont like the way my sis talk to me. she cant find her own contact lens n she called, told her idk as i didnt even touched it, and without a bye bye she just hang the call. who she think she is. treating me this way call good? talk to me with a black face n ask me to do this n that call nice? only talk to me nicely when my help is needed? this is really how she talk to me. maybe she dun realise it? i shld record n her see it next time. i dun like it. n who will like it? juz make some complains to my bf also cannot? i didnt even talk back when she talked to me in shld a bad manners. i knew that i may not be very good also. at least i wun order her ard n hang up calls without saying a bye.

yes. i love shelly. i know shelly well too. but y i dun know my own sis well? how can i know her while she didnt give me the chance? when i tried to talk to her, she gave me the feeling tat she dun wish to talk abt it? i wish i can share my happiness n sorrow with her like how i share with shelly too. after all she is my own sis, i do love her as much as i love shelly.

i am not hard to control, i just have my own thinking. i just wan to do n try everything when i am young. its impossible for me to do it when i am old or when i had a family la. i just wan my memories to be colourful, not just a few colour like those ppl who like to do thing law by law. of coz when i got a chance to study again i will put in my 100% percent. i will balance my study n play time. i seriously had my own thinking. as long as i didnt commit any crim. i dun wan a boring life. i didnt try to aviod anything.

ya. maybe i just dont worth to be living in this world.

there is no1 will always be there for u, coz no1 has the responsiblity. the only one who will be responsible is urself. no1 will gonna to catch u when u fall, no1 will gonna to help u when u are facing difficulties, no1 is gonna to pick u up when u brk down. this is reality. no1 except for urself.
so i will be fine alone, i will pick myself up frm the fall. coz no1 is going to help me, if u excepting someone to be there, u will just disappoint urself, n get urself to fall harder. i will gonna to stick to this theory if i dun wan to get hurt again. as i just got hurt frm a silly hope. i shldnt be having this hope at the 1st place.

WingYin



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