hi to all my warriors. thanks for all ur support. hahaha. its lame n entertaining. hahaha.

anyway. ytd went to st james with all my darlings!!! its really funny, jitao super high. the best night i had!! haha. hope to have another night like this.

anyway i had started working, its kind of stress. i started the job only for one week. and frm knowing nth at all until nw i know abit. i know all the steps, but knowing n doing it pratically is totally 2 different things. i cannot file the shape well, i cant paint well, i cant cut skin. i wish i can do them well too. everyday i disappointed on myself, blaming myself for not doing a good job, blaming myself for taking so much time to learn. but i think again, i only started for a week. i am not geniues, how can i be able to do everything so well by juz knowing the steps n dun have much chance to practice? n only 1 week leh, before that i know nth. i really think tat their expectation is abit too high, not that i dun wna to do it well wat, i also wish i can start doin g customer so that i can earn commission n time can pass faster. i everyday sit there got nth to do like that while everyone is very bz. i feel very useless lor. hai. n tml i got to go work again. hope nth will goes wrong. sian.

hope i can get my pr. so i have a chance for nursing.

I fake a smile so he won't see.